Kills two with one stone... literally

Ponyboy: I can't believe it... I won't believe it, two in one. You know...

Therapist: So, Ponyboy, you've lost 2 friends today. You just need to DEAL WITH IT!!!!!

Ponyboy: Well, your not helping so I'm going to break into random flashbacks, this is my story.

Well, we won the Rumble, Johnny had just died... and Dally took the car and went storming out... so here I am... walking home alone... in the dark. Just wanting to get home as fast as possible... hoping Dally will be there. Ok so I'm back... oh great Dally isn't here... Darry and Soda are but Dally isn't... where is he? Darry, what's up? WHAT, DALLY ROBBED A STORE!!!! Ok, let's get to that lot...

Later at the random lot

DALLY!!!!! DON'T DO IT!!! THEY DON'T KNOW IT'S JUST A BLUFF!!!!! NOOOOOOO!!!!! Dally just used the gun... empty, and threatened the fuzz with it... he's dead, two in one day... that's it. I'm going the therapy...

Therapist: Well, I've decided your crazy... go home and randomly pass out or something before I send you to the crazy house...

Ponyboy: Fine, you didn't help... bye

It's over

He's still alive, he's still alive, GOD I NEED THERAPY!!!!! He's still alive, stalking me every chance he gets... this, is my story (yes Scar I stole your line, be very mad at me, also yes I am going to the crazy house after)



To start out, I told you all about the kid incident, and Dally saying if I ever did a stupid stunt like that again he'd kill me didn't help much... or did it? Well, Johnny's condition was getting more critical (a broken back does that to you) he was dying... HE ISN'T DEAD I TELL YOU!!!!!!!! Well, we were kicked out for making Johnny work himself up... and Cherry had told us that the Rumble would be our way, weaponless... but that wouldn't make us happy... Johnny was dying and Dally wanted to be in this for the both of them... so he took a blade and gun to get out (the gun being empty) and luckily got out... joining the rumble just as it started... yes this fight was bigger than anything we could even DREAM of... but we beat the Socs and had to fake me being sick so we could get to the hospital... Johnny was in the hospital room... on his deathbed (HE'S NOT DEAD I TELL YOU!!!!!) he told me to say gold... those were his last words... he died right there... right then... most say people look like they are sleeping when they die... but he just looked dead... just lying there, a lifeless body... doll like...

The worrying

Here we are: Darry, Soda and I... reunited but not able to celebrate... Johnny and Dally were in the hospital... and the doctor won't tell us how they are. This is terrible, just terrible. I want to know how they are, but part of me just wants to go back and never have this happen, just to run from the Socs instead of standing, but the thing is: it was our turf... and they had no right to be there. If I ever see a soc again I'LL KILL HIM LIKE.... oh. Like Bob was killed... The memory still burns through me like the church that caused this whole incident... If I had thought and used the water pump in the back we might have been able to get a path for the kids to head through... instead of this happening. Johnny is a hero... he doesn't deserve to die... and I think Dally will be fine... I just hope they are alright...

What do I do?

Ok, so we just came back (finally) and saved a bunch of kids in a burning church... but apparently in the process I caught fire... Darry put it out. By thumping me really hard dead on the back... a bit too hard: I blacked out. Now here I am, in an ambulance Johnny at the point of dying and Dally healing fast, but this won't stop, we are back and the fuzz could get us at anytime... we are all over the paper and now I have to go to... judiciary.. I could be sent to a boys home for helping the criminal who I really hope makes it out ok.I don't know what I would do without him being live as a greaser... we might as well be Socs without him. Dally wouldn't take it well either, he would break down and not talk to anyone... or worse. We have to hope both Johnny and I make it out ok. I am in the hospital while typing this. I am in good condition luckily for getting so badly burned. It should make me look tuff and tough though. So the inguries are not all that bad. You also have to think, my haircut makes me look weak but the burns should now cancel that out. Oh one last thing, I finally got through to Darry, the gang has reunited.

Thank god.

I am so relived to find the person in front of the church was Johnny, I know he is ok now, and the best part is, he brought supplies... but he cut my hair, and bleached it... which is still emotionally painful in my eyes, but you have to think, our faces are all over the paper, unless we changed our tuff appearance we would get caught by the fuzz in a second... so I guess it was for the better but I still don't approve of how short it is... I spent a long time getting it just the way I wanted it and now I have to start all over. This is just perfect... the fuzz on our tail... us being criminals, not being able to go home, AND my new look... my look is no longer like a greasers look... but I look as tuff as a pig... what would the gang say? Cuz I don't even approve of this. I just can't wait until this is forgotten and we can just go home.

Our life now

Johnny is out right now doing who knows what... so I'm in the church alone... scared the fuzz caught him and were coming back for me. So here I am, in this church, just wanting to be home on my own bed, not running away. But here I am, afraid of what will happen next, will we make it or get caught? Will I ever see Darry again? I really want to know, I also just want Johnny to not get caught... I'm stuck and there is no way out, I'm running so I'd get jailed too for running from them and helping a criminal... the fuzz is probably looking everywhere for us so we have to stay on high alert. Can't put our guard down, you know. If I ever see Dally again I have to thank him for all his help. Without him we would be caught right now. Oh no, I hear someone. That is not a good sign... I have to go out, wish me luck.

the music

The Reason

We were just walking through the park: Johnny and I, no later than 2:30 AM when we came across the fountain and some socs, Bob being the main. We could tell they were drunk because the smell of the liquor was stronger than anything else... next thing I know I was in the fountain, the ice cold water all over my face, making it impossible to breath... I thought it was the end for me, that at this moment I would just drown and it would be done, trying to breath and only taking in water, I knew I was right. Next thing I know, I'm on the ground of the park gasping for air... I got up and saw Johnny looking away "I killed him" I heard him say. I look over and see Bob on the ground blood seeping out of him. Johnny had saved my life. Then I noticed the rings on his fingers. He was the one who had jumped Johnny back at the movies. So this was a murder part self defense, part revenge. "The rest of them ran when I stabbed him." I knew then, we were in trouble. The rest of the socs escaped and we would have the cops on our tail by morning if we didn't get out fast... but where would we go? We have to ask Dally for help.